so good
I want it so good
like
everyone wishing and hoping
when it's all right there
staring them in the face
walking by on the streets
on the bar stool next to them
guzzling down their last paychecks
I want it so good
like
the people at the nursing homes
playing bingo and
lights out at 10 o'clock
pissing in their pants and
waiting for death
I want it so good
like
all the prisoners pressing their
foreheads on steel doors
clinching their fists
flooding their cells and hating
the whole world
I want it so good
like
hearts open for torture and rape
just to be wanted and
tossed aside
I want it so good but
I stay in my room
without love
without self-pity
without all joys and fucked up situations
I want it so good
but
no one is there to give it to me and
with days like these who really needs it.
