Derivatives of Common Endings

            for Ellen, 1939

Shorthand is not choreography
            of an immobile heart,
not the lying lines you write to your mother.
Shorthand is better
            than where you came from:
                        than shortbread
            and a back yard,
            than the sticky path of snails
or the way growing garlic unwinds
            its heron neck
to look straight up without eyes.

Shorthand is better
            than your proverbial head
above water, treading, dreading
lack of land,
the spiral down to where your name lies curled
            under the porch like a bad dog,
            lies curled on his shoulder
            like a blonde hair.

Shorthand is a knot
            untying itself, the balloon string
as it leaves the birthday party, clothespins
            dropped into milk bottles, tight braids.

Shorthand is
a silkworm’s spin, a line tossed forward,
            a dangled direction
into which you find yourself running.
It is about going somewhere:
            the way a grape tendril looks
                        for the loose stone
or the way waves nudge seaweed up
            along the edges of continents,
the beaches lined with script too large
            to be seen from land

though you know what it says.