The Badman John Sprockett Explains His Chivalry to Women and His Love of Books: Gold Creek, Colorado Territory, 1871 (from The Widow’s Burden)

In her few free minutes,

Mama’d read me poems,

rhymes sweet as a sugar-tit.

The last time, me fifteen

and strong as railroad ties,

Pa spat she was Devil-spawn,

and laid into her

like a centurion with a whip,

 

shoved her into the table,

dinner crashing against the walls,

ripped her book’s pages

like decks of blushing cards,

then threw it into the hearth,

Mama begging, “God loves beauty.”

 

“Beauty’s a sin!” he bellowed,

slapped her so hard she fell

like a galloping mount caught

by a gaping gopher hole.

 

That’s when I hit him

with his Bible, heavy as an anvil:

hit him and hit him and hit him,

till he didn’t move.

 

That night she was fever-took.

She breathed easier to hear me

recite poems like birdsong.

I’m thankful she passed peaceful,

the finest woman to walk this earth.

 

After I buried her,

left him for the hogs and buzzards,

I saddled his favorite horse

and rode off slow and mean.