It wasn't my Intention to Slit my Wrists and Bleed all over your Evening

She told me everything

her mutinous bruises blended well with her outfit

the room of the old town hall was filled with
tight lipped whiskey and woebegone music

everyone sweated a mawkish ego
and carried yarn
free for the taking

life stories were in flash rewind

I politely turned my head
in a moment of failed conversation
scurried out the club door and had a smoke

she straggled out
crippled
flamboyant as a top

my thoughts wrangled with the pavement

I shied down              town
alone
with the yawps of desperation slowly fading
into the suicidal night

and not once
did I care to look back.

(from Pistol Whipped, 2008)